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The School Play

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Harry of Hereford, Lancaster and Derby,
Stands here for God, his country, and…” And what?

Stands here for God, his Sovereign, and himself,”

Growled Captain Fry who had the play by heart.

I was the First Herald, “a small part”—

I was small too—“but an important one.”

What was not important to the self

At nearly twelve? Already I had crushes

On Mowbray, Bushy, and the Duke of York.

Handsome Donald Niemann (now himself,

According to the Bulletin, headmaster

Of his own school somewhere out West) awoke

Too many self-indulgent mouthings in

The dummy mirror before shattering it,

For me to set my scuffed school cap at him.

Another year I’d play that part myself,

Or Puck, or Goneril, or Prospero.

Later, in adolescence, it was thought

Smart to speak of having found oneself,

With a smile and rueful headshake for those who hadn’t.

People still do. Only the other day

A woman my age told us that her son

Hadn’t found himself”—at thirty-one!

I heard in the mind’s ear an amused hum

Of mothers and fathers from behind the curtain,

As that flushed, far-reaching hour came back

Months of rehearsal in the gymnasium

Had led to, when the skinny nobodies

Who’d memorized the verse and learned to speak it

Emerged in beards and hose, or gowns and rouge,

Vivid with character, having placed themselves

All unsuspecting in the masters’ hands.

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